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Name: Joshua
Location: New York, United States
Birthday: 9/21/1983
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Interests: Quiet, Mind-Games (Not emotion games), Mathematics, Ultimate Frisbee, Reading, Laughing, Crying, Feeling, Sneezing, Giving backrubs, Getting backrubs, Understanding, Yelling, Sensing (smelling, touching, tasting, hearing, seeing), Singing (off-key that is!), Reese Buttercups (yummy!), Thinking, Encouraging, Listening, Loving, Focusing, Not being like others in finding joy in other's misfortunes, Running, Fruit, Listening to the same song 20 times in a row, Experiencing
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Monday, January 03, 2005

Where is justice, peace, hope, joy, kindness, responsiblity, grace, and mercy?  I think I have lost them.


Thursday, July 29, 2004

Here is one thing that might spark the interest of a few

Question: Find the characteristic polynomial and null idea of the matrix  of integers mod 10.  (Monthly Problem #11083 Math Montly 111 no5 May 2004 pg440).

 

Answer:

Let A =  (where the elements are in Z10)

 

To find the characteristic polynomial of A, fA(x), use a theorem produced by William P. Wardlaw in Mathematics Magazine (April 1995).  The theorem states if Anxr = BnxrCrxn and Drxr = CrxnBnxr then fA(x) = xn-rfD(x).

Factor Anxr into BnxrCrxn.  We find that BnxrCrxn =  Then find Drxr =  through the theorem stated above.  From this it is easily shown that the characteristic polynomial of D =   fD(x) = x2 + 4x + 9 ε Z10[x].  From above we find then that fA(x) = x5 + 4x4 +9x3.

 

The null ideal of A, NA, contains xND,, where ND is the null ideal of D (Wardlaw, Mathematics Magazine, April 1995). (NA = xND)

 

ND = { p(x) Î R[x]: p(D) = 0 }.  Every element in ND can be reduced modulo fD(x) into the form g(x) = ax +b.  Since we know g(x) Î ND , we know g(D) = aD + bI = 0.  We can find ordered pairs of (a, b) that make this true: (2, 4), (4, 8), (6,2), (8,6).  All the (ax + b)'s formed from these are multiples of 2x + 4.  Thus ND = ( x2 + 4x + 9, 2x + 4 ). 

 

We find that NA contains x*( x2 + 4x + 9 , 2x + 4 ) = ( x3 + 4x2 + 9x , 2x2 + 4x ). 

 

Similarly NA = { q(x) Î R[x]: q(A) = 0 }.  Every element in NA can be reduced modulo xfD(x) into the form h(x) = ax2 + bx + c.  Since we know h(x) Î NA, we know h(A) = aA2 + bA +cI = 0.  It is easily verified that the order triplets that makes this true are (2, 4, 0), (4, 8, 0), (6, 2, 0), and (8, 6, 0).  All the (ax2 + bx + c)'s formed form these are multiples of 2x2 + 4x + 0.  Thus NA = ( x3 + 4x2 + 9x, 2x2 + 4x ).   

 


Sunday, July 25, 2004

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was closer to you?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hott am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I lovable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could/would kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your Xanga and see what I say about you?


Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Chapter 14:

What the future holds I do not know.  Does it hold more school?  Does it hold more work?  Does it hold more friends?  Does it hold more love?  Does it hold more life?  Right now the future just seems vague.   It seems like it holds things that I cannot grasp.  Do I stay in the comfortable life of college or tear into this thing that professions call graduate school.  Do I take time off.  I fear that if I go directly into graduate school my social life will become unsocialable (what difference does that make from now).  If I go to graduate school my life is surrounded by the thoughts of mathematics and lacks the longing and need for people.  Although I believe that Christ is all we need for Salvations I beleive we need a community to live life to our fullest.  It is about relationships on the spiritual and social realms.  I fear that I will not have that there.  Another option is to stay in school for one more year and then go to graduate school after that time.  I see the outcome to be the same.  In graduate school you have no time for friends.  That scares me.  Another option is to graduate this year and then take a year off and just work.  I can see myself at that time to become either an ass. manager or manager of a FD either here in NY or in MI.   I dont want to pick.  I HATE THIS FEELING.  I am lost within my own options.  Do I go left or right.  Up or down.  Work or no work.  Thus I just pray and wait in silence and solitude.  I commune and ponder alone.  God Bless and I love you all.


Friday, July 09, 2004

We all live in lies.  I live in my own.  No wonder I commune with no one.  Dear God save us (mostly me) from this lust for lies that beautiful this futile existance. 



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